(Below is a copy of the Christmas letter I am sending to friends and family in the next few days.)
So, this is about my third try at a Christmas letter.
I find it almost impossible to write a note recapping the year, without starting at the end and working backwards. This makes it not a cheery start to my letter, so forgive me & brace yourself if you do not know all this news. (And for those that know, bear with me.)
So, this is about my third try at a Christmas letter.
I find it almost impossible to write a note recapping the year, without starting at the end and working backwards. This makes it not a cheery start to my letter, so forgive me & brace yourself if you do not know all this news. (And for those that know, bear with me.)
This Christmas as we were gathered to see the little ones
enjoy the wonder of Santa
and all that is Christmas,
our hearts were heavy.
On 12.13.14, we said goodbye to Dad with a Memorial Service
& burial at West
Denmark Lutheran
Church in Luck, WI. It was a beautiful service in the church
followed by military honors at the cemetery.
Dad was 92. His death came
unexpectedly on 11.2.2014, just days after gallbladder surgery. Even now it seems like it cannot be true, he
was doing so well before his gallbladder acted up. Although, doing well wasn’t what you may
think. He was recovering from losing his
wife of 26 years. Ev died on 9.5.2014
after a massive stroke and 5 days of hospice care. This was a terrible blow to Dad and he missed
her so much. Their 26 years of marriage
had been filled with laughter, dancing, travel and family fun.
On 10.25.2014, we
celebrated Ev’s life with a party (at her request) in Luck, and the hall was
full of children laughing and the sound of voices remembering how much fun we
had all had with Ev in our family. We
placed her ashes in the West
Denmark Cemetery
on a sunny fall day, with the leaves crunching under our feet. The headstone Dad selected is a park bench. The inscription “Keep a Song in Your Heart”,
(something said at the end of each Lawrence Welk Show) and an image of a
ballroom dancing couple makes this bench a very special spot to rest.
Just 54 days between.
You hear these stories, you wonder at how that can happen, and you never
want to be in those stories, yet here we are.
Without dwelling on what could have been, although it is such a
temptation, it is better medicine to think about what was.
In August, I drove to Iowa and picked Dad up for a poker weekend in Wisconsin with his son’s
and grandsons. I was the chauffeur. We took the back roads on our way North and
we both enjoyed seeing some parts of Iowa
that we had not seen before. The weekend
in Baldwin was a blast for Dad. He and ‘the boys’ played cards all day on
Saturday and then, after a Sunday brunch, I drove him back to Iowa .
Before leaving Iowa ,
Dad & Ev and I enjoyed dinner at their favorite Cancun Mexican Café, and
drank marguerites and laughed and laughed.
It would turn out to be the last time I would see Ev, but I find myself
thankful for such a wonderful memory of our last time together.
For a couple of weeks at
the beginning of July, Dad & Ev came to Luck to attend Family Camp at West Denmark . This
had become their annual trip and they enjoyed the fellowship at camp as well as
a chance to see the Luck families. I
even talked them into a week in Rice Lake at my house which included July 4th
at Glenn’s lake cottage on Big
Moon Lake .
Dad & Ev always enjoy seeing the family
and watching the parade of decorated boats on the lake. Dad and Ev both loved patriotic events and
the 4th of July was no exception.
And seeing the rest of the J family, brought a smile.
Summer was so nice this
year, not too hot and not too dry. I
spent some time hauling old wood home from Luck as my cousin Paul was
dismantling an old barn on the land where my Grandparents Ansgar &
Frederikke had lived. The barn held a
few old artifacts that he generously gave to the Johansens and I hauled it all
home. The barn wood I used to build a
miniature replica of the old barn and I am so pleased with my Ansgar’s Lille Barn, complete with
silo. Dad gave me building advice, over
the phone, as I finished this fun project.
Here it is on this crisp December 29th morning. The silo is hidden in this view, but it is
there, as is the chute between silo & barn.
In April, Laila flew into Minneapolis
and the two of us drove to Iowa
to help celebrate Dad’s 92nd birthday. We all stayed at a nice motel in Garner,
Glenn & Kathy joined us and good friends Jim and Janette also came. (Gus and Lois were home welcoming yet another
grandbaby into the family, but they were with us in spirit.) We spent time visiting, Dad & Glenn
played some cribbage and Glenn & Kathy even brought ӕbelskiver
for breakfast on Sunday morning!
It was a very fun
weekend filled with lots of time to relax and visit with the folks. As I am typing this and see these pictures, I
cannot help but smile remembering how much fun we had just being together in
honor of Dad’s birthday. Ev really loved
to see Dad in the limelight and this weekend was fun for her as well.
We Johansen kids are lucky to have had so much fun with Dad
and Ev over the years; they made us smile and laugh time & time again. I know that they wouldn’t want us to be too
sad, but to say we miss them is a massive understatement.
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